When a question 'Where Swami Exists' or 'What meaning the expression Swami conveys' is thrown open, we may have to ponder for a while for an answer.
Swami
exists in Vaikunta. He lives in our 'hirudaya or heart'. He also lives
in the Temple. That is why, we travel long distances to visit famous and
sacred shrines as we believe they are the birth places of
Swami or connected with some notable 'sthalapuranams'. We get a relief
that we have fulfilled the commitments made long ago by worshiping Swami
in those places.
As Swami exists in the heart, may be the
reason
for calling him 'hirudayakamalavasa', we think of him by feeling his
existence there and then do 'avahanam' in an idol or Murthy by means of a simple
'sankalpa'.
It is also believed that Swami exists in Kailash also as
in Vaikunta - another name for Vaikunta is 'Paramapadam'. To quote Veda "
Tat Vishno ; Paramam Padam ". Vaishnavites refer when a person dies
that he ascends to Vaikunta.
A title is given to Swami as 'Purushothma'
with reference to his place of living in Vaikunta. The meaning of
Purushothama becomes clear when we split it as Purusha + Uthama. In Tamil
Purushothaman gets the meaning as "PERUM + Al", that is "PERUMAL".
'Uth' in Uthama means in Tamil as 'Periyavar'. Uthamar is used as a
qualifying term to refer a person as respectable or adorable. By fixing
the prefix Purusha before Uthama, the resulting word is 'Purushothama'
which symbolically refer to Narayana who is undoubtedly the
'Uthama-Purusha'.
The word swami has 'swam' in it. 'Swam' in
Sanskrit means 'possession' or 'property'. Swami signifies the one who
possesses. What or which property Swami owns? Jagat Guru Kanchi Kamakoti
Sri Chandrasekarendra Saraswati Sankaracharya Swamigal had explained
that whenever we refer to our family deity, it means the deity who owns
us or we who belong to him.
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